talk is cheap

ouch!

bitch puhleez!!

talk is cheap!!

blah blah blah

i am stupid

soooooo stupid dat i believe every word u said

hey hey!

there is a quote dat says

"action speaks louder than words"

ur action sure speaks

the unspoken of ur cold hearted part

should have seen it coming!

bam bam bam!!

it hits me

lesson learnt

I FORGIVE U

p/s: dun treat others like u treated me.

i love u friends!!

yup u heard me

I FORGIVE U!

honey.....

a quote once said

"forgive but never forget"

we r friends...

awwww!!

hug!..a big hug!..

xoxo..

i wish nothing but the best 4 u!!

sayang

TTYL!

letting go

i need to stand up now

im a sucker for love

im done chasing u

here's some quote about letting go

courtesy of www.searchquotes.com

1)there are things dat we don't want to happen but have to accept,things we don't want to know but have to learn and people we can't live without but have to let go

2)it sucks when you know u have to let go but u cant because u're still waiting for the impossible to happen.

3)everything happens for a reason. people change so that u can learn n let go and things go wrong so that u can appreciate them when they go right.

4)forgiveness is the key to letting go. forgiveness is not about releasing him/her. its about releasing U!

5)im fighting to get u out of my head but im holding to every words u ever said

6)im done with tears. im wiping my eyes. if u doesn't care then why should i?

heart under construction

2nd time around

with the same person

and the result is still the same

rejected twice!

i didn't see this coming

(okay..maybe i did)

there's signs that this gonna happen

im trying to ignore the fact though

it is always me who start a chat session first

it is always me saying i love u i miss u first

and our first meeting

i know it didnt go well

i remember u said

that u gonna proposed me today

9/11/11

n so..dat day is gonna b a day..

like any other day of my year

i dun understand

why?

u said to me

"im yours ur mine"

where did it go?

n u said

looks don't matter

apparently i guess it did to u

reading back our skype chat

i feel like i'm gonna crack up

u rthe first thing i checked

when i logged on fb

although it ends last nite

9 hours ago

i still wanna know wat happen to u

why the sudden change

do u have someone else in minds

do u love someone else

question left unanswered

ok

never mind

i'll never find someone like u

i need to get myself back together

get my head held high

put a fake smile

faking a laugh

i'll be okay

i wish nothing but the best for u

sometime it last in love but some time it hurts instead

FFS

untitled

heart!
u know u melt my heart
oh fuck u!!
den u break my heart
ur heartless midget creature!!

anyway..
im not serious wit this i love u thingy
it gives me the creeps of jeepers creepers
but wat i hate the most is dat u lied??!!
boo..
u dont deserve my friendship
nor my relationship
cuz u lied

haha!..
i hope dat when the two of u go out on a date
u gonna wear red matching shirts
n im gonna release a herd of bulls
n hopfully
those bulls runs over the two of u
yea!..for sure..im gonna attend ur funeral..;)

when im moody
i tend to see all the bad in people
in EVERYTHING to be exact
im gonna ignore those who talked to me
or chat
or watever
me n my facebook
lets just say dat we're frenemies
screwd u facebookers
there certain facebookers
who i think
selling themself out to the world
listen here honey
ur ugly
u add people who u didnt even know
like seriously??
n u like people's status?
GAWD!!..u must be fucking retard
desperate attention seeker!!

people people people!!
say wat u want
i know
a lot of people hate me!
they dislikes me
n when i said a lot
its A LOT!
but first
lemme tell u
why dun u walk in my shoes
whether it hurts or not
n if u have some free time
try to undergo wat i've experienced through out my life
den u can say all the fucked up things about me
:)
yea u!

n people wit excuses
oh!
i really hope dat i can stare at u so deeply
dat u burst into flame
excuses equals to
a)i dun wanna help u
b)u iritates me
c)i lied
dats about the reason why i think people give excuses
so..erm..excuse me..
u r one disfucntional creature!

reality slaps me in the face..really hard..dat its gonna leave a mark!
n karma is bitch..cuz when it goes around..
be prepared..it gonna be bad when it comes around.
xoxo
urs truly
ur love/hate disoriented n not to mention
dangerously good looking short guy
dat has a wreck up world to live on
chou bellla!!

reminiscing

hey u!

so its 8.56pm
n i got a TERRIBLE HEADACHE
i feel like wanna smash my head against the wall
coz it is in PAIN
my head is THROBBING IN PAIN
i feel like i wanna scream
it hurts so much!
so
dats the first part of the blog
(im blogging while my head n my brain are in damn fucking pain)
next is reminiscing
reminising for me is like walking down memory lane
the bad the goodall those things dat we experienced
dat make us cry
or make us smile

reminiscing about people
those who had impact on us
those who is always there 4 usthose who had passed away
nowhere to see nowhere to touch
but still closed to our hearts

we reminisce the time
where the memories is so sweet
so unforgetable..
we reminisce people that used to be wit ushow they've changed
for better or for worse
we r getting older
we aged from time to time
recalling back who we r before

sumtimes we crywe're hurt, we're sad
dat time we once had
hoping dat we chould turn back time
n relive it all over again
we look back
from time to time
wat we usually do
wat we used to havethe good days
the friends
the enemy
the lies
the truth
love

our actionour thoughts
our responses
we cry all over again
realizing dat it is too little too late
wat said has been said
wat done has been done

dat we dealt wit people emotionn feelings
how we used to treat ones like they're nothing
n when they're gone
all u have about dat person
is a memories wit the
the ups n down
dat is why i love reminiscing all those days
the sins i've commited
the action i've done
which makes who i am today
which i look deep down to myself
reminising the time i used to have
gudnite world..

my facebook on hiatus

yup!
u got it right people
my facebook
its on
HIATUS!!
:)
i should be happy

why??
damn!..facebook colours my life..
(ew!..did i just said dat)
n facebook destroy it too
(ok.say it..I-TOLD-U-SO)

to start my erupting raging rage on facebook users
im gonna say dat
i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
hope dat facebook will shut down this 15/3
:)
hahaha..(ok..evil laugh)

ok..im SERIOUS NOW!..SERIOUS THAN ABOVE!
personally i think
Some of the facebook users
they are a fucking snobish person
go fuck urself
u look so HANDSOME n BEAUTIFUL
in ur pro pic
(thanx to ur knowledge on photoshopping)
n u treated ur fren
by not rplying their comments??
not even their chats??
oh u!
ur just a one minute internet facebook sensation
go fuck urself so called HOT-People!
n who r u actually?
a celebrity?..an artist?..a singer?..model?..actor??
to have a fan page?
grow up!!

immature asshole facebookers!
n to those people
who ADDS ADDS ADDS ADDS n ADDS FRIENDS
just to fill ur friendlist
n WORST!!
u didn't even interact or being friends
to those u have added
thinking people might think dat ur so popular..
i hope dat
U GOT HIT BY A TRAILLER!
hahahahah!

n some of the status is
SO ATTENTION SEEKER
"i can't approve any of ur fren request"
"add me to another account..it reach my 5000 frens limit"
"click 'like' above to like my fan page"
those attention seeker need to drink poison!
haha!..

hm..ok deep breath racq deep breath..
so by this
im not gonna fb-ing anymore.
n gonna spend more time on
BLOGGING N TWITTERING!
:)
those 2 are for mature clever civilised people
;);)
haha!
out
c ya peep!

2011..pfft!!

hey!
its me..ya boi!
ya favourite asian boi!
haha..
its 1 month and a half since 2011 starts
n it feels like ages..
since i last blog about random things
still
im not tired to remind
y'all readers out there
(i know there's none..anyway..)
this blog is about my life
in case u dun know wat my blog is..

ok..screw the overly over intro..
so wats up?
im 21 this years!
yea me!!
the age when everything is legalled!
SEX is legalled..n my bff too
my bbf is alcohol
ALCOHOL is legalled too!
yea!

ok..life's update!!
still SUCKS!..gross!
i wonder when it will not sucks..
anyway..
my first problem this year is dat
$$$$
yup
KA_CHING!!
damn!..i really need money now..
seriously..i would willing to
SELL myself..haha
n to hv money..:)

n my study..sucks as well
coz im darn LAZY!
i hate studying
cuz study means
S - study(duh)
T - talking
U - unlimited texting
D - dreaming
Y - yawning
so..get it?
haha!
but i hope i dun failed any subjects..
cross finger..
chou bella...
im out..
dat soon
duh!
im out
ok
bye!
(talking to myself)
TTYL..xoxo