HATE LOVE HURTS FEELINGS

CRYING

I cry for the time
that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories
I've left behind,
I cry for the pain,
the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times
I thought I had you

YOU
If you don't know,
then ask me.
If you don't agree,
then argue with me.
If you don't like,
then say it to me.
But don't keep silent
and judge me.

LOVE
Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest
and it opens up your heart
and it means that someone
can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses,
you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you,
then one stupid person,
no different from
any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day,
like kiss you or smile at you,
and then your life
isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and
leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like
'maybe we should be just friends'
turns into a glass splinter
working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt,
a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

doc love

now..how do i start this..lots of people asking me why r u still single..lol..coz im not really in the mood to a relationship at the moment..reality check..i learn my mistake from the last relationship dat i've..i gotta say dat it was a wild ride dat i tried to keep on holding..but at some point..u gotta let it go..n now im single n loving it..i think so..lol..so here i am..watching all the couples around me..my GOD..some was really in love..some just having a not-to-carry-the-world attitude..pity their partner..so i just have this bright fucking idea..of being a DOCTOR LOVE..WTF am i thinking..lol..dats is so self proclaim of myself..u know..just like dat movie HITCH..yup..dats me..rotfl..im so into my head right now..but seriously..GOSH..haha..anyway..i love hearing my friends relationship problem..they were just too much for them to handle..awww...sum of them didn't even deserve to be trated that way..basically my p.o.v on this is..both person SHOULD n MUST understand each other..in the sense that they know what their partner wants, needs, feels n thinks..plus u need to accept all the flaws in ur partner..if u wanna live wit him/her till d end of life..or should i say till 2012..(lol)..one more thing..curiousity always kill the cat..so the less u know the better..BUT it doesnt meant u should never knows whats going on..just dun exceed ur limit..and one more thing..JEALOUSY is NOT THE BEST POLICY(sumtimes)..so u dun go blindly accusing ur partner as a cheater..if so..then it will turn to i'll-dump-u-u-dump-me situation..if u doesnt have it..screwd u..!!..it will not last..sumtime i think dat LOVE is MAYBE just LUST..n so i created this:

ASHES TO ASHES
DUST TO DUST
IF LOVE IS LUST
ENDING IT IS A MUST

GOSH..THAT JUST RYHME..LOL..haha..think my crappiness should end here..just a piece of not-so-helping-advise and obvious blah blah blah from me..depend on my fellow reader(if there is any)..to give it a thought..take it or leave it..c ya..till next time..

from hitch 2
;) :)

randomness

hye'all...a new blog for me..i've deleted my blog in my wordpress n is now making a new blog here..still the same old me..my ups my very down n my very mixed up feeling and dilemma..the dude dat says a lot of fucked up things..i live wit dat..dat should be enuff for now..juz a VERY brief intro about ma blog..blah blah blah...i guess no one will read my blog so imma write watever i think n feel..a wide use of FUCK if u may say..lol..c ya people..;)