"L" - L O S E R F A I L E D!!

GOD PLEASE HELP ME!

HUH..
HERE'S WRECK-WELL A WELL ORIENTED EMO GUY
AND THIS TIME
EMO STRUCK HIS SOUL
AGAIN N ITS A HARD ONE!


SEE...ITS MY EXAM WEEK..
YEAH EXAM..PAPER..STDYING..
(GETTING GOOD GRADES)
JUST FINISH 3 PAPER..
AND I'M PRETTY SURE 2 OF MY PAPER
IS LIKE A PLANE CRASHING DOWN
IN THE SEA
AND EXPLODE TO A THOUSAND PIECES
OF FAILURE


SERIOUSLY..
IM TIRED OF FAILING
I DID LIKE EVERYTHING
MAYBE IM NOT THE MOST HARDWORKING DUDE
IN THIS WORLD
BUT I DID STDY..(AND I FELT LIKE I DIDN'T STDY)
BUT I ENDED UP FAILING
LIKE A PATHETIC LOSER
AND ALL IM GOOD AT IS FAILING


i envied those people
OMG..they are like freaking genius
dey dun even need to study
their head off
yet
thei results is like..(WOW)
i just dun want to get expelled from this u
it would be so embarrassing
but honestly
i might get booted out
next sem..
mom dad..im sorry


moving on to my relationship
yup
everyone knows im single now
just ending my 2 years on n off relationship
truth be told
i still luv her
haha
n i still miss her
i dun know how she felt now
nevermind
i tried to forget her
but DAMN!..it was HARD job..
all the memories we shared together
all the ups and down
all the sulking
currently..im listening to COLBIE CAILLAT
I NEVER TOLD YOU
dat song represent wat i feel about my relationship..
n my relationship quote is
I NEVER STOP LOVING U
IT'S JUST DAT I STOP SHOWING IT

p/s:
luv is universal
luv everyone u want
luv whoever u want
luv as many as u want


move on to my already crumbling apart life
finished all my 3 papers
one more to go and its not a good one
its one of my weakest subject of all
this monday is gonna be shit 4 me
then im finished..but can't go back home yet
OMG!!..i miss MIRI so much..
because of that stupid fucking asshole bullshiting motherfucker
camping that is freaking compulsory to attend
i'll be back on the 15/5
DAMN..it was like 2 weeks from now
ok..i'll survive
i think
and then there's the time
-waiting-for-result-to-be-released-
im dead..i dun want to fail
but i know im gonna failed
people telling me to think positive
but all i have os negativity
and worst of all
im gonna let my parents down
im sorry..
im no good as a human
i'd rather DIE
RIP WRECK WELL

together is not always forever..

hm..

yeah..stop calling me..
im trying to forget u...
but forgetting u is harder than i thought
i still luv u V..
n i know u still luv me
but i'm ready to let u go..
dat conversation we last had
make me realize
that we r not meant to be together..
no matter how strong our luv is..
there are other guys 4 u out there
i know there's a reason of our
on n off relationship..
thanx for always being there
all the time when we're together
when i need u the most
but now..
im trying to be stronger
by doing it alone
im ignoring u
so that i can forget bout u..
n i'm trying really hard
V i hope u understand..
i know its hard..
i don't belong here wit u..
i need to move on here..
n get over us..
it is written that we're together
but we're not destined to be together 4ever..
i pray that
u will find sumbody for my replacement
n thanx for the memories we've together..
ur my fist love that i would never forget..
VSK..im sorry..
take care..n i hope u forget me..

disoriented n disfunctional

another emotionally post by me

yup..me..
i don't know wats happening to me this week
its my study week
but then again
i did NOTHING
i dun even stdy
like i seriously wanna hit the book
but am too lazy to just revise the first part
of watever in the notes..
i don't know wat i feel now
its just a mixed up of feelings
an overwhelmed of super negative
emotion, thinking and feeling
please GOD help me
i need to find peace
im locking myself in my room
doing nothing
wondering wats life has in store for me
sumtimes its just too tough
everything i did is wrong
i called people fake
witout realising that im
FAKER than them

TO be ConTiNUED........

e.m.o.t.h.a.t.s.m.e...

I CHOOSE NOTHING TO DESCRIBE

MY LIFE BUT QUOTES..

THE QUOTES DESCRIBE MY LIFE.

thanx for reading..RR

over written

halo peeps!!..and especially to my ONLY 8 FOLLOWERS..HAHA!!..HOW'D U BEEN??

I REALISED THAT MY BLOG IS FULL WIT WORDS.

now that's a big NO-NO in blog rules.

so im not gonna write A LOT of crappy stuff..

coz believe me honey..u'll get bored reading all my whinings..

so no words..just picz!!..

ok..maybe a bit of both..

then it'll make a good blog..(as if)..LAME..

sorry no pictures available for this post..i wonder why i post this post again??...hmmmmmmm.....

mr hopeless romantic

hell-o peeps!!..guess whose here??..its me!!..LAME!!!!!!..IM GETTING SO LAME LATELY..AND WEIRD..

i guess that's just me then..btw..recent update of my life:..

1)study:..can i quit stdy..seriously..pretty please..wit a cherry on top..got to test i've did..n suprise suprise!!!...i can't do it..blah blah blah...
2)relationship..wow!!!!!!..im speechlees...gosh!!..wat i am??..who i am??..do i really knew wat love is??..what love really is..like??..admiration???..jealousy???...obsession??..@ just a feeling..its super duper complicated..n im making it worse..

3)life:can't my life get any worse..damn..i should kill myself..but im scared..lolx...watever..just go on wit the BORING lame motherfucking quote..(LIFE MUST GO ON)



ON THIS POST..IM GONNA SHARE 10 QUOTES OF LOVE..
(SINCE IM A BIT EVERYWHERE N FAILURE IN LOVE,ITS GONNA BE A TROUBLE IN LOVE QUOTE)

1) when sumone really luvs u, they will never hurt u. And if they do,u can see it in their eyes, that it hurts them too.

2) At night i pray that soon ur face will fade away.

3) Harsh word hurt feeling but silence breaks hearts.

4) It is better to be hated for who u r then to be loved for someone u r not.

5) Hatred paralyzes life, love releases it, hatred confuses life, loves harmonizes it, hatred darkens life, loves illumines it

6) I do to my body what has been done to my soul

7) I wanna die, i wanna bleed, i wanna cry but all i can do is just keep waiting with a smile on my face and pretend the scars aren't really there.

8) I wrote this love note with my own blood so you know it come straight from my heart.

9) I sit here crying not because i miss u, but because i know i'll never have the chance to hurt u like u hurt me.

10) It's amazing how someone can break ur heart and but u still luv them with all the little pieces.

ERMMM..I DECIDED TO MAKE IT 15...
(COZ IM SO EMOTIONALLY CONFUSES N BROKEN N DISORIENTED WIT MY OWN FEELINGS NOW)
SO HERE'S ANOTHER 5..

11) I was born when u kissed me, i died when u left me, i lived a few weeks while u love me.

12) I cry for the time that u were almost mine i cry for the memories i've left behind i cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new I cry for the times I thought i had u.

13) I was waiting 4 u last night under a broken street lights at least that light will be fixed unlike my heart.

14) Just when u thought everything would be so perfect everything falls apart.

15) Im gonna draw a picture, a picture of us, using my own blood, I'll draw it using a razor blade on my wrist..



















do we really know wat loves is?..do we really mean it when we say i love u forever and not break ur heart..but then u break ur promises..is luv is limited??..luv is universal..guy n a girl, guy n a guy n girl n a girl..they have one thing in common..it involves hearts and feelings..love is universal n no 1 can stop us from loving the one we love..even if the world against u and that person didnt luv u back..n ur new bff is ur tears..all the way down.....

its a girl girl world...

ok..boys out there..imma give u some info/facts about girls..haha..im on behalf of all the boys dude guys gay(although they're gay they're still a male..lame..lol..)..is goin to take a risk talking about girls that make our world go round..OUR WORLD..lmao..first of all a girl will always be girl..they're the drama queen of our life..now i'm gonna get real..every body knows girls have boobs(lol)..n the private parts..(i wanna mention bout it..but nahh..everybody should know..right)..n they got curves..now thats wat a girl is made..(sory for the transgender..ur not in the list..rofl)..

now..that should do for the intro..every guys shoud hv a girl in their life..p/s im still single..anyone..haha..girl complete our life..n girls has a completely complicated variety of types in this world..the first one is the pretty one..now every guys luv this type..this type is so pretty inside out..n now im searching for one of them..they didn't need photoshop editing their photos coz they r so very pretty in a natural way..n their inside..now thats a bonus right there..warmhearted, loving caring understanding thoughtful..just a very angelic characteristic..a nice human being a pure untouchable piece of soul..i love u..whoever has that in their soul..AND there are this very pretty girl dat is so mean..talk about mean girls..ever watch it..girls n chicks out there..ur sooo pretty but inside..OMG..TRASH ON A TRAMPOLIN OR A TRAMP IN A TRAMPOLIN..this type is so mean a BITCH..SLUT..POSER n FAKE..wat else??..did i miss anything out..a backstabber hypocrite..plasticizers..lol..im in lost of word describing this type of girl..

now the ugly girl..they r not ugly..they're just unique in their own way..reality check this type of girl is so good at heart..they r way more better than those whore..damn it..so please respect this type of girl..n disrespect the bitches..haha..girl came in many shape n sizes..now this should be fun..there's the thin thinny like a stick..a just right; all the proportion is at the right places..n the big/plus size..hm..a thin one is like those model u see in runway or photoshoot...AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL much??..they can be so anorexic..girls..u dun look pretty if ur a broom stick..put up some weight will ya..guys dun like thinny weeny type..plus its bad 4 ur health..VERY BAD...n they just right body..need i explain more??..they are perfect..pleez...maintain n keep up wat ur mama give ya..shake it dun break it girl..lool..n the fatso..no offense..there are always excercising for u..pleez i beg u..no lipo suction..very bad 4 ur health..n alert on wat u put inside ur mouth..just live a healthy life style than u get a better life..

girls feeling is so complicated..its as complicated as ur trying to solve an equation of calculus algebra + mechanics of calculation..they r so vulnerable sensitive n..........???..hm....u dun mess wit girls feeling..when they love u..they mean it..even if ur the ugliest human being in the world..in their eyes..ur perfect..treat them like wat they deserve..its like this tag u see in shops/malls..once broke consider sold..or in this case..if u broke a girl hearts..they broke urs(some of them)..they r so sensitive..their weapon is the tears..the tears can make or break u..girls need attention..n affection..so treat them like how u treated ur PS2,3 @ 4..handle them wit care n respect them..girls matured earlier than us guys..4 me..nah...we r more @ less the same..if ur in love..at that time girls need A LOT OF attention n luv..texting and sms-ing is a must..if not they are going to put their sulking face up..when girl sulks..its hard to comfort them..im so bad at comforting girl..maybe thats the reason why im single now..girls can be so determined n strong hearted..no matter who or wat u r..when they love u they really mean it..even if u guys spend a lot of time playing COD, L4D, DOTA, PES..they can still hv the patience wit us..jus dun get them mad..reply their sms asap..

girls ha a huge allergic on camera..need i to say more on it..CAMWHORING..when there's a camera in their hand..snap2..wit all the poses..lol..sumtimes i laugh at them..all those do-look-cute pose..OMG..n they LOVES to POUT..u know..the thing they do wit their mouth when snapping pics..gosh..GIRLS..u dun have to pout..u look pretty without pouting..when u POUT..U LOOK UGLY LIKE A TRASH CAN..N U LOOK STUPID too..sorry for that..

i think thats all about my thoughts on girls..a big APOLOGIZE if u hate it..well thats the truth..girls need boys n boys need girls..so peace out..do drop a comment if i miss anything out..take care fellas!!..

lady gaga ROCKS my telephone..:)