reminiscing

hey u!

so its 8.56pm
n i got a TERRIBLE HEADACHE
i feel like wanna smash my head against the wall
coz it is in PAIN
my head is THROBBING IN PAIN
i feel like i wanna scream
it hurts so much!
so
dats the first part of the blog
(im blogging while my head n my brain are in damn fucking pain)
next is reminiscing
reminising for me is like walking down memory lane
the bad the goodall those things dat we experienced
dat make us cry
or make us smile

reminiscing about people
those who had impact on us
those who is always there 4 usthose who had passed away
nowhere to see nowhere to touch
but still closed to our hearts

we reminisce the time
where the memories is so sweet
so unforgetable..
we reminisce people that used to be wit ushow they've changed
for better or for worse
we r getting older
we aged from time to time
recalling back who we r before

sumtimes we crywe're hurt, we're sad
dat time we once had
hoping dat we chould turn back time
n relive it all over again
we look back
from time to time
wat we usually do
wat we used to havethe good days
the friends
the enemy
the lies
the truth
love

our actionour thoughts
our responses
we cry all over again
realizing dat it is too little too late
wat said has been said
wat done has been done

dat we dealt wit people emotionn feelings
how we used to treat ones like they're nothing
n when they're gone
all u have about dat person
is a memories wit the
the ups n down
dat is why i love reminiscing all those days
the sins i've commited
the action i've done
which makes who i am today
which i look deep down to myself
reminising the time i used to have
gudnite world..

my facebook on hiatus

yup!
u got it right people
my facebook
its on
HIATUS!!
:)
i should be happy

why??
damn!..facebook colours my life..
(ew!..did i just said dat)
n facebook destroy it too
(ok.say it..I-TOLD-U-SO)

to start my erupting raging rage on facebook users
im gonna say dat
i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
hope dat facebook will shut down this 15/3
:)
hahaha..(ok..evil laugh)

ok..im SERIOUS NOW!..SERIOUS THAN ABOVE!
personally i think
Some of the facebook users
they are a fucking snobish person
go fuck urself
u look so HANDSOME n BEAUTIFUL
in ur pro pic
(thanx to ur knowledge on photoshopping)
n u treated ur fren
by not rplying their comments??
not even their chats??
oh u!
ur just a one minute internet facebook sensation
go fuck urself so called HOT-People!
n who r u actually?
a celebrity?..an artist?..a singer?..model?..actor??
to have a fan page?
grow up!!

immature asshole facebookers!
n to those people
who ADDS ADDS ADDS ADDS n ADDS FRIENDS
just to fill ur friendlist
n WORST!!
u didn't even interact or being friends
to those u have added
thinking people might think dat ur so popular..
i hope dat
U GOT HIT BY A TRAILLER!
hahahahah!

n some of the status is
SO ATTENTION SEEKER
"i can't approve any of ur fren request"
"add me to another account..it reach my 5000 frens limit"
"click 'like' above to like my fan page"
those attention seeker need to drink poison!
haha!..

hm..ok deep breath racq deep breath..
so by this
im not gonna fb-ing anymore.
n gonna spend more time on
BLOGGING N TWITTERING!
:)
those 2 are for mature clever civilised people
;);)
haha!
out
c ya peep!

2011..pfft!!

hey!
its me..ya boi!
ya favourite asian boi!
haha..
its 1 month and a half since 2011 starts
n it feels like ages..
since i last blog about random things
still
im not tired to remind
y'all readers out there
(i know there's none..anyway..)
this blog is about my life
in case u dun know wat my blog is..

ok..screw the overly over intro..
so wats up?
im 21 this years!
yea me!!
the age when everything is legalled!
SEX is legalled..n my bff too
my bbf is alcohol
ALCOHOL is legalled too!
yea!

ok..life's update!!
still SUCKS!..gross!
i wonder when it will not sucks..
anyway..
my first problem this year is dat
$$$$
yup
KA_CHING!!
damn!..i really need money now..
seriously..i would willing to
SELL myself..haha
n to hv money..:)

n my study..sucks as well
coz im darn LAZY!
i hate studying
cuz study means
S - study(duh)
T - talking
U - unlimited texting
D - dreaming
Y - yawning
so..get it?
haha!
but i hope i dun failed any subjects..
cross finger..
chou bella...
im out..
dat soon
duh!
im out
ok
bye!
(talking to myself)
TTYL..xoxo

NO more!

hello!
i wanna make a shout out..
lately..i am not myself..
i've been a pain in the ass for people around me
i've been a fucking child n all i do
is create drama n be a trouble maker

n so...
i deciced..it is best for me..
to deactivate n dlete my facebook account..
no more fb for me..
n i know...im gonna miss fb so much...
hmmmmmm..

im gonna miss my post..
when me posting my status..
my friend liking it..
dropping some coment..
i luv dat feeling..
but after 11.59pm tonite..there's no more..

no more uploading picture..
people liking it..
confirming my fren request
comenting on my fren post..
chatting in the chat box
private messaging..
n not to forget..
poking...

fb..im gonna miss u..
a year ++ of fb-ing change me..
leaving the world..
im gonna miss my fren..
n all i can do is..
wish them the best in life..
bye fb..

i HATE IT!

I CANT HELP IT!
DAMN!
ITS NOT DAT I HATE MY PARENTS..
I LOVE THEM
BUT SOMETIMES..
UUUURRRGGGHHHH!!!!!

U KNOW..EVERYTIME I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA EXPLODE
WELL..I GOES STRAIGHT TO MY BLOG..
N SHOVE IT ALL IN
IM WRITING IN CAPS LOCK!!
DAMN IT!!

HOW WILL I EVER DEALT WIT THIS
BLAH BLAH BLAH
"I JUST WANT THE BEST 4 U"
YUP..MOM DAD...I KNOW
BUT!!!!

a)IM 20....20 YO!!!!...STOP TREATING ME LIKE IM 12!!
b)THEY WOULDNT ALLOWED ME TO TAKE LICENSE!...LIKE SERIOUSLY????!!!
DAMN IT!...I AM LIKE THE ONLY ONE AMONG MY
FRIENDS WHO DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO DRIVE A CAR!!
c)NO GOING OUT??!!...OK...IF IM A GURL..THEN I WOULD UNDERSTAND...
BUT...IM A DUDE..!..I'LL BE OK..

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!
n so..i smoke..i drink..
but im not a severe rebel 20-yo-dude!!
n i DONT DO DRUGS!
I DUN KILL N I DUN ROBBD!!
N I DUN RAPED!!

dats about it!!!
n they just know how to shut me down..
"boy..i wan't u to have a bright future..blah blah blah.."
i will have a bright future!..if they would have given
freedom to me..
n i know my limit!..i wouldnt do stupid things!..
..ok im out!!..b4 i lose myself to the world of
insanity rebelliousness!!!!..

roll eyes...@__@

hey!!!
its holiday...as usual..a very boring 1..
how'd u doin..
ok..i sounded crapd out!
i've done nothing..

ok...erm..its FB
u know how much i spend like my 25/7 of hours on fb..
n it irritates me
urgh!
my friends..not all of them..
just some of them only

a)i have some friends..apparently..some of them are korean artist..
hollywood too..n even models n sports athlete..
fuck them!...like seriously..use ur own fucking picture ok..
i know u r fucking ugly..dun care..just dun use some celeb pics..shame n u!!

b)my frens..oh well..my frens...why do u bother to add me up!
den u didn't even interact wit me..oh..u fucking asshole..
wat??!!..adding me just to fill up ur fren list
u pathehtic lil asshole cunt!!
dat applied to both my male n female fren
who never NEVER say a word n interact wit me

urgh!!..damn it!!..im full of anger..!!

n seriously guys???!!!
why n how can u fall for me
eewww..
u gross liltle creature..
yah..i know..im good looking
handsome n all..
but we haven't met
so NO..its a big NO-NO
u just went to another rejected list of mine
hey...slow down ur horses
lets know each other better..
met up..hang out..
then we can figure things out..

n a friendly reminder..
this is my blog..
i blogged about my life..
i know its kinda boring
but i like it..
n u haters out there(if any)
dun bother to read
cuz this is not a sex blog..a gossip celebrity blog..a educational blog
or even politic..
just a story of my life..

bla bla bla
ok racq..u blabbered way too much..
see ya peeps!!
i wanna dlete some fren..
:))

T i love u so much!!!

hey hey..im here again..:)

again..im going to talk bout my life
my fucked up life
so my readers..since this blog is basically bout my life
so dealt wit it ok..
complainer n whiner can go fuckurself

anyway...
i fall in love...
yeah!!
i wish i can tell the whole world who this person isbut....
damn..
i cant..

we met in facebook.
p/s:..i actually have set my eyes on this T a long time ago
but i dun wanna add Ti just wait..a few months past
and then just the end of this september
T add me as fren
i was like...wat??!!
so i was literally smiling to my ears..
confirming T

n we started to pm
haha
den i told her dat i used to admire her
but dont dare to
add T as fren.i just love dat moment.
i love T so much

haha..den i ask to be in a rltnship
T hesitate.
there is term n condition applied..
T wanna meet 1st before we jump into a relationship
i was like...ok.....
T said we'll met in miri..1 months 13 days from now
i said yes
i'll wait 4 T
1 month 13 days is nothingn T said
dat she love me too..

awww...i was in love wit T
falling hard!!
we chat..we text..
we webcam..we call each other
for the past few days
i spend almost rm50 on my hp
its worth it
i love T
btw:..T is so fucking tall..n im dat shortay..;(
i wish i can tell the whole world dat i love T
so damn fucking much
its good dat we're both in miri.
but due to some circumstances
we can go tell people dat we love each other
me n T decided dat
"its a secret we'll nvr tell..xoxo..GG"
but i post this in my blog
coz im sure nobody knows who T is
please dun ask why
the only thing dat matter isI LOVE T!

1 MONTH and 13 days sayang
i'll wait..i love u
i'll always b ur dior!
the perfume dat sticks to ur body
forever

p/s:..dat is the story of my personal relationship life..about my study..well..nothing much..sucks like a fucking asshole motherfucker..at least my rlationshp got bettr

I LOVE U T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!